The girl didn’t falter one bit. She looked into the camera and announced to the whole world that she was lesbian. Pride tinged with hurt and anger shone in her dark eyes.
Ranjit Monga let the camera roll, recording her coming-out moment as she took part in the city’s first pride march a year ago, days before the Delhi High Court gave its landmark judgment decriminalising homosexuality. The girl’s story would become one of the many tales of honesty and optimism in Monga’s six-minute documentary.
For Monga, the coming-out parade, in which hundreds marched to Jantar Mantar carrying rainbow flags and wearing headgear and smiles, was a personal signpost. Till then, the filmmaker and journalist had lived a life in the closet, attending underground parties, dodging uncomfortable questions and hoping people would understand and accept. Then the march happened. And it liberated him, he says.
From the other side of the street, Monga watched the swelling crowd approach and he crossed over and marched with them, mingling with the young and the old as the gay pride march gained momentum. “It was an intense experience for me,” he says. “I came out. I celebrated. I was able to tell people I was gay. There were so many of us. There were others like me.”
So he decided to cross over again next year, this time armed with a camera. The six-minute film New Delhi’s Pride 2009 will be shown at the Nigah Queer Festival today. In its third year, the festival, one of the few in India to showcase films and arts that focus on LGBT issues and lives, has become a popular forum for filmmakers and artists who have had a tough time negotiating for space. After the Delhi High Court’s judgment, that space has expanded and more artists have dared to experiment with “unusual stories”.
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